So what i was taught yesterday 🙂 Not just owning what went wrong in your earlier life but go further – honour it :p in your heart. If you can be that positive inside, your attitude will be seen as the surest guarantee for a greater success fast incoming for the future. 🙂
Obviously, Mark was talking about work 🙂 and i have loads to that direction. :p But for me, this comes before any of that stuff.. Last time Mark asked me an important question in his own way right after that magnificent moment (skip the details. 🙂 i went so utterly wrong.
He talks like a medieval king in private with little me and i don’t always get it – i hear it and i go – never heard anyone else speaking that way before… So i didn’t get it at all.. but i figured a moment later, in his eyes, as i clearly answered horribly wrong. That really went wrong… xoxo i was so overwhelmed with the first time in my whole i felt that i am built okay inside to receive a male properly.. i always thought there was something wrong with me as i couldn’t.. i was in heaven and i meant that but i didn’t explain any of that..
It took me years, literally 🙂 to open up to Mark about that, which came out at a worst possible moment conceivable.. Really, that bad a moment it could have ever been.. Right. Now the rest that went wrong in Oxford is a piece of cake to talk about, in comparison.. 🙂 okay. xxx